As an Alternative Soul Artist I create things that everyone can grow from, whether you are skeptical 🦍 💩 or a believer 🌱🌹.

And yes as a major skeptic myself – I'm awakened enough to know that if you're new here, this overly smiley opener may sound like I'm creatively exaggerating. After all, you, or anyone, could create a blog and exaggerate your happiness too.

Well you're right! I am being creative with my approach. And yes, you could do the same. And why not?

If following in my footsteps is your awakening path then go for it! I'll support you.

To take the glaze off of the everything-is-sparklingly-wonderful vibe – I'm here because I've lived quite a shit life. It's been so bad I was forced to find a creative way to keep going. I call this way The Soul Acts – and they begin with awakening your mind to the alternative – your SOUL!

AWAKENING can only happen when you feel it growing inside out.

If I can make you smile that's a good start. And yes, even feeling confused at my logic and creations can still germinate something within that grows you stronger.

The Alternative Soul vibe doesn’t preach.

It 🌱 seeds, roots, grows, and 🌹 blooms in earthy love that keeps things real and grounded.

You could say that these terms have led my creations to grow into this digital Soul Garden. Each part strives to add a view for you to see and enjoy today, in your own soulful way.

This blog is a great place to reach people like us and seed The Soul Acts Philosophy: An innate way of doing things that grows soul happiness in an earthy love that takes EVERYTHING into consideration.

Too cryptic? Basically you'll learn to live happily in a practical way that accepts all the situations life can throw at you. It takes the pressure off thinking happiness has to be 100% smiles. True wellbeing isn't about constant smiles — it’s about learning to grow through every kind of weather and trusting that every season of life has a purpose.

Whatever you experience here, it's up to you to grow from it in a way that's meaningful for what you're going through. After all, today is your time to shine brighter, right?✨

And there's no better way to get those sparkles glittering through your soul than to:

LOVE ✿ EVERYTHING ✿ TODAY!
(In your own soulful way)

Did that smell like "Gori" manure 🦍💩?

Good. Stay skeptical and awakened to Gori 🦍. Who? What? Huh?

You know. Especially if you have anxiety or find your thoughts don't help you and instead cause more stress, negativity, and worry.

Gori's the primal-ego instinct that has protected you from birth but whose internal dialogue can drive you bananas 🍌 🍌 🍌 especially if you're not awakened and aware of when it's gripping your mind.

My Gori's voice told me not to write this soul acts stuff. Nobody's going to get it. I'm best off staying silent. Not risking anything.

Thankfully I've awakened and cured my lifelong agoraphobia by realizing Gori was driving it! It's vital to be aware of which thoughts you listen to, seed, and grow your life with today.

AWARENESS is EVERYTHING 😉👌

Soul happiness germinates in earthy love 🌱🌹✨ and it won't happen if you don't understand THIS TRUTH deep down.

Oh, and you may have noticed. I use WORDS and grammar quirkily.

One minute I'm mentioning Seeds in lowercase — then SOUL and AWAKEN appear in CAPS!
Yet nothing sneaky is happening here.

No new cult. No catch. No funnel.

I love doing things in a different way. AuDHD also fuels that earthy love of alternative techniques that can sometimes get Gori to show itself and for your soul to notice. Thereby increasing your awakened state and awareness.

I create because I have to itch that innate desire within me as often as I can.

It's free therapy for AuDHD, anxiety (agoraphobia conqueror), caregiving, and loss. And it also has the ability to help others find their way by connecting their own creative needs.

As for my books, poetry, songs, and digital collages — none of them feel ready to share until they are fully ripened.

And let's not avoid any use of AI in my creations.

I'm going to be honest. Having been a kid who was in awe of typing SHELL OIL on an upside down calculator using just numbers (cheat code: 710 77345)! Still in awe!! I admit that I love the miracle of AI... No don't run! I'm an advocate for using it for good only. Any issues you have with it I fully understand.

I will always respect my generation, one who lived the slow life before it was invented.

I appreciate human craft, graft, and skill.

So if I use AI in one of my creations it’s never one‑click cheating! If I sniff manure then I'll do everything I can to turn it into something that blooms in light.

It's always soul-led work.

My creations take hours, weeks, days, even years ... until they show you something real to grow from.

I often come back and edit things again and again to ensure my works reflect what they are supposed to.

So please don't judge me if you suspect AI has been used. You can be assured what you see involves a lot of artistic, human-led graft, and has good intentions.

As for the gist of this blog and words like EARTHY and SEED.

To truly understand where the gardening analogies combined with the soul stuff is coming from... Grab your copy of The Soul Acts book that's taken 3 years to put a lifetime of learning into a philosophy that actually works to heal and grow you out of painfully tough times.

What's that?

You don't want to buy a book from some guy called CJB and especially not TODAY!

Okay, fair enough.

If you want to get things for free and never pay anything... this blog will try to share the book's wisdom whenever it can through all kinds of creative ways.

Either path you take, book or no book, this evergreen space exists to grow something real in an alternative and soulful way.

The Soul Acts™ and its philosophy grew from my hardest lived experiences.

Mental health.

Caregiving.

Illness.

Heartache.

Love.

Loss.

Therefore if YOU ☔ are facing those rain clouds now and life feels a bit mucky: know that you CAN & WILL GROW through even the worst situation. 🌱🌹✨

And thanks to the earthy love this blog churns, you don't have to do the hard stuff alone.

Look. Let's get real. Life gets tough.

Most people wade through the muck seeing only manure. 🦍💩

This place is for ALTERNATIVE SOULS who want to feel life differently today.

Here you'll never be forced to love everything today (did Pinocchio just laugh) – because – that just wouldn’t be LOVE!

Okay, enough of this.