Is It O’Jay to Feel This Way?

When the soul leads you into writing a poem... just WOW. This was an experience I want to share with you today...

Is It O’Jay to Feel This Way?

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Is it O’Jay to feel this way—
opening a browser,
finding her face,
and losing gravity
to every pixel
that knows my name?

Is it O’Jay to feel this way—
never having touched,
yet feeling claimed
by something gentler than memory,
a signal sent
from the far side of healing?

Is it O’Jay to feel this way—
to remember a history
we haven’t lived,
to hear wings
inside the chest,
beating ahead of time?

Because if the answer is yes,
then this isn’t fantasy.
It’s arrival.

Time isn’t asking permission.
It’s already pulling us forward,
laying tracks beneath our feet.

So don’t let go.
Not of me—
of this.

Let’s run
where the future is honest,
and the past
can’t keep up.


woman in a field of tulips playing the cello

✨Let's Dig Into This:

In this poem "O'Jay" is a code representing falling in love with something or someone. The cellist could represent anything. Perhaps you've found a new interest: a place, a book, a routine, a pet, a job, a person.

In the video there’s a cellist in a field of tulips. Her bow moves, and suddenly, the 🦍 primal-ego — the part of you that’s usually shouting about logic and "red flags" — just goes quiet.

Gravity shifts. Something feels different. Soul happiness is knocking at your door and you can't explain why...

Is it O’Jay to feel this way? To open a browser, see a face, and feel a signal from the far side of healing? It sounds crazy but it can be hard to let happiness in, especially after you've been through tough times.

Most "relationship experts" would tell you to slow down, to be careful of moving too fast. They’d want you to vet, analyze, and wait for any manure to dry. To ensure your new found love is real. But the soul doesn’t ask for a permission slip. It keeps knocking with love.

The Soul Recognition

Sometimes, loving something or someone isn’t just about the "initial excitement." It’s instant recognition of something deep growing roots within. It’s your earth bound soul acting before your brain can catch up. It’s like remembering a shared history you haven't even lived yet. A sign you're on the right path.

If you’re feeling a bit skeptical of something right now — good. Awareness works. I get skeptical too! Usually, when things feel instantly intense, it smells like 💩. But what if, just once, it’s actually a seed starting to bloom 🌱🌹✨?

The Arrival

We spend so much time dragging the past behind us like a bag of heavy rocks. But when the soul acts, the past can't keep up. We feel weightless. Burdens are let go.

So, here is your permission slip (if you need one) to let soul happiness in, today:

  • Yes, it’s O'Jay to lose gravity.
  • Yes, it’s O'Jay to feel claimed by gentleness.
  • Yes, it's O'Jay to LOVE ✿ EVERYTHING ✿ TODAY — even the terrifying, unearned intensity of a new life direction knocking at your door.

Time isn't asking permission for you to be happy. It’s already pulling you into love, wings unfurled.

It's time to freefall holding love's hand and let the wind be your validation that you are exactly where you need to be.

LOVE ✿ EVERYTHING ✿ TODAY!

(In your own special way)

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